05 - week five

[afflictionmods]

WEEK FIVE

Come Sunday morning, the portals around Estelline fade away, but not all of the oddities hanging around disappear so quickly. The recreations of your dreams and memories are still around, ever changing and shifting. Whatever it is that brought these things here hasn’t ended, not yet.

You don’t have time to worry about all of that, though, even if you know you should exercise caution once two of you found yourselves on the bad end of a monster’s claws. The course still isn’t over, though, even if the portals changed lesson plans. Everything continues on, with new places to explore as the fog pushes back once again. This week still feels a little more like what you’re familiar with, though, after Saturday’s lack of lessons.

...For now.


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[sicklysweet]

[…]

How long has he been in there? You’re over a hundred, aren’t you?

[Is there any soul left to be brought back…?]

[partymagician]

I am.

[ He lets out a sigh. ]

Guilt can carry over for a long time.

[ And it makes up so strange things.

He’s… working on it now, at least? ]

[sicklysweet]

Wouldn't it be better to just... let him go? Entirely?

[...]

You could just go back to being Yuui.

[partymagician]

[ me reading my previous tag in this thread trying to figure out wtf i was trying to say in the brackets???? thanks autocorrect

He shakes his head. ]

It's not that simple. By staying the way I am now, Fai can live on through my name.

[sicklysweet]

So does Yuui deserve to die?

[partymagician]

[ That question actually surprises him, as his eyes widen before he looks down at his lap. ]

I... don't know for sure.

[sicklysweet]

I know my opinion doesn't matter, and it really shouldn't...

[He's not only a stranger Fai - Yuui - barely knows, but he's... Well. He's not a very good person. It'd be insane to take anything he says into consideration.]

But I think that maybe Yuui deserves to live. He survived all of that, didn't he? And there's other ways for Fai to live on that aren't just... trying to be him. Even if you think he'd be forgotten, dying like that he can still live on with you. You should get to be you.

[partymagician]

[ Fortunately(?) for Owen, someone being a good person or not doesn't matter a whole lot to Fai... so he takes Owen's words seriously.

He closes his eyes, letting out a soft sigh. ]

...You do have a point.

[ As much as he doesn't want to admit it. ]

I think I've started to come to terms with who I am recently, to tell you the truth. Although I'll still go by Fai, that doesn't meant that I consider myself to be him etiher.

[sicklysweet]

[He's... honestly surprised by that. But of course he has a point!!]

Is that so? Well, better sooner than later, I guess.

[He's just going to start eating cookies, now, because it's time to be nosy.]

...what happened with the guy in the portal?

[partymagician]

[ Well, he might as well tell Owen, since he saw it. ]

He told me of my future, and what I was to do to bring Fai back to life.

[ ... ]

He was the one who cursed me as well.

[sicklysweet]

Wow. What a shithead.

[He knew it! He knew spooky portal voices weren't to be trusted!]

He's not still around, right?

[partymagician]

He is. He's watching our every move as we travel.

[ ... ]

I'm meant to be on his side, actually, and kill anyone who gets in my way.

[sicklysweet]

[Fai, full offense, but Owen does not understand you.]

Do you want to be on this side, or are you too weak to take him down right now?

[partymagician]

[ He has Issues(tm). ]

I'm too weak, both in the sense of magic and willpower.

[ Kurogane telling him to "figure out where he stands" echoes in his mind. ]

Now, however... I would attempt to take him down.

[sicklysweet]

[Stop having issues!

Not that Owen is, like. One to talk about that.]

Finally motivated to live life not underneath someone's thumb?

[partymagician]

I think it's more like... I'm ready to live life in general.

[ Sure, he's had fun, but he hasn't really lived for himself either. ]

[sicklysweet]

It's taken you over one hundred years and being dragged to another world to figure out your life was worth living for yourself?

[partymagician]

[ He just laughs. ]

Pretty much!

[ Fai is well aware of how pitiful and stupid that makes him look, but like, it is the truth. ]

[sicklysweet]

[Well, Owen couldn’t even remember the first century of his life until recently, so… Once again, there’s some form of hypocrisy going on here.]

Hah…

[Since they’re on the subject of memories, though, and Owen will always make the worst possible decisions no matter how horribly he wants to avoid the conversation…]

I’m surprised you’re not asking about what you saw.

[partymagician]

I had assumed that you didn't want to talk about it.

[ Because, well, it sure was a lot! ]

I'd like to know why you ended up there and how you got out, but I'd understand if you didn't tell me.

[sicklysweet]

…There was a man with purple eyes. I don’t remember much else. I don’t even know if he was human or a wizard. I didn’t remember any of that at all before that.

[His face screws up.]

I still don’t even remember how everything really happened all that well - I think those men who were outside opened the door, and then after that… I don’t know.

[Which isn’t frustrating at all or anything.]

[partymagician]

…I see.

[ Well, whatever happened, it wasn’t good. That much Fai knows. ]

Does it bother you, not knowing?

[ He thinks not knowing might bring some people peace, but he isn’t sure that Owen is one of those people. ]

[sicklysweet]

[Sure wasn’t, nope! But, hey, now there’s a beautiful forest where that village was!]

It’s annoying, but yeah. If I knew it would explain a lot of things.

[partymagician]

[ It sure would!! ]

Mm, I’m sure. I do hope you’re able to piece everything together one day.

[sicklysweet]

Maybe it'll happen.

[He's not going to hold his breath.]

...Did you hear what they were saying? It... wasn't very clear to me.

[Considering he was, perhaps, not in the best state at the time.]