w3 afterparty

[selfconcept]

Everyone passed! That's great! But Wei Wuxian is gone and you keep getting a weird feeling. Maybe it's the adrenaline that's dying down. Maybe you saw something strange because you're tired? It'll all be uncovered on Sunday. Why not take a breather for now? If you're injured, ask Florence for some medical aid. (can be handwaved) It's around 10 PM when you're released.

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[partymagician]

Still, you did a good thing by helping as many people as possible.

[ Even if it was for selfish reasons more than anything else.

Fai stares down hard at Hien's hand. ]

I'm sorry for getting angry with you earlier. And for having to hurt you.

[ Despite Hien hurting him last week... Fai's guilt will latch onto anything it can. ]

[selfconcept]

It's fine. Sometimes, things are what they are. Honestly, if you had to make a mark on me, I'd prefer it another way.

[ Like a hickey or something... ]

[partymagician]

[ He laughs softly. ]

Too bad those aren't exactly long lasting, hmm?

[ Not like Fai could have even managed to give Hien one with how stressed he was... ]

I'm relieved that bruises counted.

[selfconcept]

Yeah.

[ He sighs quietly and looks around before shoving more pasta into his mouth. Unfortunately for Fai, his tired brain just wants food and downtime instead of mildly complicated talk topics. ]

Want some?

[partymagician]

[ He gets the feeling that Hien isn't in the mood to really talk, so Fai decides he won't bring any of the other stuff up. ]

Sure.

[ Fai even reaches out to take Hien's utensil. ]

[selfconcept]

[ Hien actually uses the fork to twirl some pasta into it and holds it out to Fai. ]

Here.

[partymagician]

[ Fai stares at the fork for a long moment before finally leaning forward to take the bite. Having someone feed him really isn't something he's used to, even if he has no problem doing it for others.

That's especially obvious now. ]

[selfconcept]

It's good, right? I wouldn't make shitty food on purpose.

[ Hien caught Fai's expression, but this is what he interpreted it as. ]

[partymagician]

[ He chews quietly, swallowing before he speaks. ]

I know you wouldn't. You're a good cook.

[selfconcept]

Damn right, I am. I learned so much shit about cooking and the cooking scenery in some worlds I went to. It was fucking brutal—only worse because it's largely opinionated and subjective.

[ He twirls more pasta to feed Fai again. ]

[partymagician]

[ He laughs softly before leaning in to take that bite.

After swallowing, he smiles at Hien. ]

You should prove to me how good you are by making me a nice dinner.

[selfconcept]

Sure. Let's eat dinner together some time.

[ He feeds Fai again. ]

[partymagician]

[ He takes that bite. ]

I'd like that a lot... even if we do have to eat it in the cafeteria here.

[ That reminds him, though... ]

You know, on Shizuku's survey, I said that the one thing I'd like to do with you was share a meal.

[selfconcept]

I said that I'd like to eat together too.

[ Huh. ]

We matched somehow.

[ He stuffs more pasta into his mouth like it's a huge revelation or anything. ]

[partymagician]

Really? I kind of like that...

[ Actually, he likes that a lot. ]

[selfconcept]

[ Like it's not*... ]

Why? Because we agree on something?

[partymagician]

[ Fai shakes his head. ]

No, because we both want to do something nice like that. That's all.

[selfconcept]

We can do a lot more nice things like that if you want.

[ ... ]

Or do you think I'll only go along for the ride and it won't be something I really wanna do?

[partymagician]

[ He would like that, but... something about it still bothers him, and it isn't until Hien asks him that he realizes what it is. ]

I know you wouldn't do something if you didn't want to, but would it just be a distraction?

[selfconcept]

It could serve as a distraction, but my primary reason for hanging out with you isn't just to distract myself. I still stand by what I said before: I like hanging out with you and being with you. Do I have to prove that?

[partymagician]

I... no. You don't.

[ But Fai doesn't sound so sure. Honestly, it's hard for him to believe that anyone would want to hang out with him, much less like being around him. ]

[selfconcept]

[ Hien raises an eyebrow. ]

You sure about that? You don't sound very confident.

[partymagician]

[ Fai stares at Hien for a long moment, wondering if he should answer truthfully. ]

...

[ Hien already knows some of his past. What does it matter anymore? ]

I've spent large portions of my life with no one enjoying my presence. I'm sure you can understand why that would be hard to believe.

[selfconcept]

Well, same here.

[ He still does, but. Yeah. ]

Doesn't mean it's impossible. I'd like to think you have fun hanging out with me.

[partymagician]

I do. I really like being around you. You...

[ Hm.

A complicated look flashes across Fai's face before he smiles at Hien. ]

Give me more of that pasta.

[ He opens his mouth. Ah~ ]