[It was true. When he graduated, any reason for them to ever see each other would go out the window. He accepted that. Why was it suddenly so unacceptable?]
[Was it just because they'd been chosen, now? Would anyone he got paired with here have inspired desperate and wavering feelings? Could it have been Azul? Could it have been Malleus? Did he just want someone to remember him? No, no, he already argued, it wasn't worth it for just anyone.]
... keeping in touch... d- don't talk about it like it's easy and anyone could do it.
[He doses some pessimism on it, like a salt to make things more palatable to him.]
Th- that's why, when there's a special event, shouldn't it be taken advantage of?!
[he readies the shard, now holding it with a bit more certainty, he brings it up and presses it just under the neckline of Cater's shirt]
If neither of us can have a fun "high school event to remember" then let's least remember this together.
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[Was it just because they'd been chosen, now? Would anyone he got paired with here have inspired desperate and wavering feelings? Could it have been Azul? Could it have been Malleus? Did he just want someone to remember him? No, no, he already argued, it wasn't worth it for just anyone.]
... keeping in touch... d- don't talk about it like it's easy and anyone could do it.
[He doses some pessimism on it, like a salt to make things more palatable to him.]
Th- that's why, when there's a special event, shouldn't it be taken advantage of?!
[he readies the shard, now holding it with a bit more certainty, he brings it up and presses it just under the neckline of Cater's shirt]
If neither of us can have a fun "high school event to remember" then let's least remember this together.