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[selfconcept]

Congratulations! You survived the first week of Personal Enrichment Class! Or at least, your body did if you feel like astral projecting. It's time to mingle with your fellow students after the Saturday lesson. Maybe get revenge. Or maybe you're going to your room right away. Either way, it's free time! Let loose. Go wild.

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[cheerfuldays]

It would be rather silly to think it impossible... I've seen some pretty unbelievable things!

( a special song on her phone lets her go to a pocket dimension and talk to vocaloids as her therapists, for starters. ... and, uh, until this week that was about it actually! but still! that's pretty wild!

and as madara finally concedes to not sleeping on the couch- who knows what's been on those! also! your back!!!!- shizuku smiles in relief. )

Good. I've been worried, you know. ... I'm sure there's lots of things about all of this people can't know... this is probably the most innocent, really. And I'll have to use those privileges wisely, hm?

[festiverogue]

[He'll love hearing about that. He will. Truly. And then he will never tell her about Yumenosaki. Well, okay, he might tell her about Rei, but just the apocryphal fun stuff.

She smiles, and he definitely, absolutely has a moment where he just smiles back. He wants to say "don't worry about me!" but she already vetoed that, so.]

Thanks. I mean it. Not many people spend a whole lot of time worrying about me, other than maybe my partner back home.

[If he's talked about idol things, it's been in vague terms or general terms, certainly he hasn't mentioned he had a partner.]

And I think I just piss him off. Sooo, I'll be careful not to make you mad! I bet you're really tough when you're angry~

[cheerfuldays]

Well, you're stuck with me so I hope you can learn to enjoy it.

( as if to make a point, she even loosely holds onto his arm, settled nice and cozily.

shizuku you are going to kill this man, actually? like. for real. )

... I don't know if it's true, or if you're just being self-deprecating. But if it is... you're working together, and for a wonderful purpose. Maybe you need to sit down and have a talk like this with him, too.

( no comment on shizuku being angry. i genuinely cannot recall a moment of shizuku anger in canon yet. help. )

[festiverogue]

I'm already enjoying it more than I thought I would.

[A rare moment of complete honesty. And she is just... holding his arm? Like that? He's not opposed to that at all. In fact, it makes him lean into it conspiratorially.

He wants to tell her about them. All of them. His voice drops in volume and tone slightly.]

We had a talk before I came here... Like, right before, a couple of weeks ago, I guess. I think it's the first time I was ever super honest with him. It's kind of like having the rug ripped out from under me.

[He was honestly completely happy. For the first time in a very, very long time.]

I'm sure you miss your group, too! You say suuuch nice things about them.

[cheerfuldays]

I do. ... Them, and my family. I've never been away from them for so long...

( there's a twinge of longing, fear and anxiety- but shizuku pushes it down quickly, so as to not burden either of them. )

... I'm glad that it sounds like things are improving for you and your partner though. I hope you can continue on that path, after this.

[festiverogue]

It'll be like the blink of an eye by the time we're done. Neither one of us is allowed to lose hope or sight of the goal.

[He feels that and puts a hand over hers.]

Hey. You don't have to be brave or anything. If you're scared, or worried, or whatever, just let it happen for a minute. It won't do you any good to bite it back. You don't have to try to be a hero for my sake.

[cheerfuldays]

I don't want to trouble you, though. And... I haven't been a very good idol this week, have I? I've been letting my worries show enough already. I'm supposed to be one who cheers people up, not the one needing it.

( she can't let people down, it's illegal even. ... well, not really. but it does make her feel pretty worthless. )

[festiverogue]

[He nudges her a bit.]

I know idols are supposed to be perfect and all, but if you can't trust a fellow idol to hold on to your worries, who can you trust? [He grins.] Well, don't trust the shitty ones. But you can at least let me cheer you up, the same way you can cheer me up.

[cheerfuldays]

( what- no don't perceive her, madara, she's trying to be brave! )

I know... but at the same time, I know what I feel effects you too. I don't like the idea that me getting homesick could wind up upsetting you.

[festiverogue]

[She's doing great.]

And I don't like the idea that I'm deeeefinitely reckless to get you hurt, but we didn't really pick this place or situation, soooo... I guess we just have to do our best!

[cheerfuldays]

Mm... I suppose we will.

( but after all that, she's a little tired... so don't mind her just. leaning on you, madara. and wow is she glad she's long since changed to her 'jammies' because standing up sounds... mmm... Bad. )

... I think we'll be fine, though...

[festiverogue]

[The leaning is... well, unexpected. But he doesn't let himself mind it. She's gentle and needs protecting, after all.]

I think you'll be more fine after some good sleep.

[And he reaches up to gently stroke her hair.]

You did good today. And tomorrow we'll keep moving forward.

[cheerfuldays]

Mmhm.

( she likes the sound of that. sleep and doing more tomorrow.

she does not like the sound of getting up. so instead she simply... flops back and pulls madara down with her. )

... Just for a little bit. I wanted to check on the others, too. And Riku seemed really upset.

( i dont think it will be threaded at this point but idol sleepover real )

[festiverogue]

[He's surprised by being pulled down, but he'll go with it with a confused smile. How does cuddle...? He doesn't know.]

Yeah. Take it easy, though. Everybody needs to, after that.

[cheerfuldays]

Yes, this is true... and that means you, too. So we're going to stay right here for a little while.

[festiverogue]

I'm... not really used to being so close to people.

[Says the guy who will pick up and/or hug anyone. So what does he mean?]

You sure you don't want some space to decompress?

[cheerfuldays]

No. I like how it feels when you hug me.

( shizuku you can't just say that )

[festiverogue]

[Shizuku you can't just say that.]

...is that so.

[Is he kinda... almost blushing... almost?]

[cheerfuldays]

Mmmhm. It's safe and warm. Like I could sleep here and know absolutely nothing would happen to me.

[festiverogue]

You know... you can't just say that to somebody you've only known for a week. They'll get weird ideas.

[cheerfuldays]

Eh? I can't?

( GENUINE CONFUSION.... shizuku's just like this! she says what she thinks and means it. she always has. )

... Well, I did.

[festiverogue]

[Oh boy. She's really one of those types. He's in trouble.]

You sure did. I guess I better just deal with it!

[So he'll hesitate for a moment, then wrap her up in his arms.]

[cheerfuldays]

( he sure is, because she's making herself right at home there without a second thought. )

Mmmhm!

[festiverogue]

[He's going to be here all night, isn't he.]

Do you want me to stay here?

[cheerfuldays]

Mm... is that okay?

( rip mama, getting hit by the bambi eyes. )